Confusing~

You, 

are not replying my message. 

I already waited for your reply for more than 12 hours.

I bet you guys know what is the feeling for waiting someone's reply, aren't you?

I gave myself many excuses that why you didn't reply me. 

Because you were busy doing things?

Because your phone was out of credits? 

Because your phone has expired?

But I know all these reasons were just bluffing myself. 

是在自欺欺人，对吧？

Perhaps you don't wanna reply me because I'm annoying. 

But, I bet you know too, the feeling when ignored by someone you love. 

You'll feel hurt, you'll feel sad, and, 

you'll feel down (a.k.a emo) 

So, please, don't ignore me. Please....

I really do hope study can distract myself from thinking of you. 

but, I miss you all the time. 

I fail to do that. 

不管是忙碌或空闲，都会让我想起你。

You are just too special for me. ♥

This is what always appeared in my mind, 

what if you leave the school? I gonna miss you very very very badly. 

我，真的，不想失去你。

Anyway, 

first monthly test will be on next week. 

And I'm still blogging at here. :x

I really have the mind of giving up this upcoming exam.

I tell myself all the time, 

although it's the first test, but it's important too. 

And I force myself for sitting in front of the study table to face all the reference books. 

But, I failed to do that.
I'll leave my study table after being with it for few minutes. 

I already expected that I won't get a good results for this test. 

So, mum, don't be shocked when you see my results. >< 
To those who are going to face the exam, all the best and goo luck!! :)